Ever since the "Turmoil" I have been in a weird state of being. I don't know why the whole incident affected me the way it has but I can't seem to get back into gear. I have done no art to speak of except for Jen's necklace...I don't even have a desire to do anything. I can't even explain my feelings...I have just been dragged into this void of....the doldrums...that's a good word for it. Like in the Phantom Tollbooth. I think I am going to have to read again how Milo got out of the doldrums. Maybe I could use that advice and pull myself out too....Now I need to find my book...hmmmm Where could it be?